You know, sometimes, just sometimes your heart doesn't feel so well and all you need is a good music and plenty of rest..

Unwanted

You know the situation when you feel so down, unwanted and useless. You just cried so hard and hated yourself for everything. Hated every inch of yourself..

Then you try to be positive, and get back on your feet.

But then, you feel so lost because you just don't know where to start

The i'm-so-done feeling you get after too many disappointments..All that's ringing in your head is.
 'i just don't care anymore'

I just hate it when i have to think about a title.

(So i guess that's the title)

First of all, to make things clear  MY ARGUMENTS ARE INVALID, hope you can understand how i'm feeling right now.

This is what most people don't understand, calling someone too skinny is the same thing as calling someone too fat, but the fact that most people don't realized it leads to skinny people being bully without anyone realize..

The story starts now..

So i promised my boyfriend the other day that i'll jog someday just for the sake to accompany him. You see, i'm a skinny girl that weight only 81.57 pounds so i really don't want to lose weight. Later on he asked me to go jogging tomorrow and i said that i don't want to. He said that is it that hard for him to ask me to accompany him. All i want is for him to understand me but he turns it all around and make me feel guilty,bad, and selfish.

I'm just tired that every time i wanted to speak for myself, he'll turn things around and make me feel bad. All i'm asking for, is for he to be more understanding, That's all.. i mean i'll feel more appreciated, cared and whatsoever .

xo